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| shu ling has moved! 
kindly enquire the woman herself for more information about her blogging whereabouts. 
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| still contemplating about the college thing. it feels like the most stressful decision ever.
on a brighter note, i went for some retail therapy today (but don't tell kane) and then lazed around, spent some time with me love, and then went to run some errands + get coffee and ikea, since my parents are outstation, its time to partay, see! so i invited my friends over. lol. okay acutally just debbie and lauranne to chill at my new room.
we wore bikinis, had a pillow fight in our underwear, danced like fools and opened up the window to disturb the whole neighbourhood (translation: shout). 3 out of the above 4 is true so you go choose what you want to believe.  okay whatever it is we made a hell lot of noise la. and we took like 150 photos in less than 3 hours, including passport photos. i just realised how sampat we are. 
its 3 something. i need to sleep. goodnight! will upload crazy pics soon.
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| 1. i'm going to move out of this little xanga page because i feel like i cannot fully express my thoughts here. xanga gives me an impression or feeling to blog about what i did today and very much less on what i think. i want to blog about my opinions too. so i'm going to start a new page, somewhere new. 
2. i permed my hair a couple of days ago.. and it has turned from flat limpy bodyless+volumeless hair to a full fledge mane. MANE I TELL YOU ROAROAROAR. needmeatneedmeat.
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| i was just surfing the internet when i found this image of a shark and remora fishes attached to it. (haha, wow i was SURFING the internet and i found images of sea creatures, haha okay thats not the point................)
it made me remember the times when we were studying biology about commensalism. i remember this scenario but forgot who was in it..
person 1: OKOK, GIMME ONE EXAMPLE OF COMMENSALISM!!!!!!1111111 (yeah, we're always very excited when we study bio, especially when we ask each other quetions.)
person 2 (believed to be shawn because he's famous for stuff like that): I KNOWW!!!111 SHARK AND THE RENOMA FISH!
i almost pissed myself laughing. in case you didn't get it, renoma is a men's brand that are famous for their tighty whities. seriously. i cannot tahan. person 2 (believed to be shawn) deserves a prize.
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| i still have less than a week to decide on a foundation course and i have narrowed it down to A-levels or SAM. the thing is, i have no clue whether to study in the uk or australia. of course australia wouldn't strain my parents' bank account as much as the uk.. but i dunno.. in a way, i wanna go to a far away land and experience something totally different and learn things first-hand.. if i go to australia (which probably be melbourne), i think it won't be as different because everyone is flocking there to study.. so it doesn't really feel special for me. but then again, when you graduate and come home to get a job.. and after you landed yourself a job, it'll make no difference where on earth you went. right? my god, i really need advice. its less than a week and i don't even know what the hell to do! kids, please decide what you want to do when you're in high school. cos this is seriously damn stressful. i HATE making decisions, and everytime its time to make one and i can't decide, i'll choose to shove it aside until the laaast second and i would probably make the wrong decision. cheese pies.
the happy thing is, i don't have to go to school anymore!!!!! just when i was getting sooooo sick of school. pn. norsham and her endless blab about herself faking her way to the "top schools list" for about half an hour everytime she does it. and we have to sit on some bloody tared pavement full of stones and while you are listening to all her lovely blab your ass gets the nice cellulite pattern because the stones and pebbles are carving their way up your ass cheeks, then the happy ants crawl up your skirt and bite your legs. worse still if you're late you have to stand up while listening to blab while your bag straps cuts its way into your shoulders. and when you finally get to class, you see your friend's groggy face (in my case, cheryl) and then you and your groggy friends sleep and try to keep yourselves awake until its break time then you eat the saaame old things:
1. that fried spaghetti thing (olio?) soaked in oil
2. extra MSG black pepper sausage roll (optional: with raw egg)
3. half-cooked nuggets (gives the chewy until cannot swallow effect)
4. fries which have been there for an hour (for a huge dosage of trans fats)
and when i get home, i'll normally take a bath, have a headache then go for tuition. sigh. i'm really glad i don't have to go through that horrible routine anymore. but! i'll definitely miss the fun times with my friends in class, the shuling-cheryl moments, the boys who always talk about dota, and the boys who also short circuit our physics teacher, pn. ching's microphone till she gets super irritated. and i'll also miss going around class demanding money from innocent classmates for books etc. i'll also miss the teachers i've grown to love.. like pn. khoo. we had a baaad start because she always known me as the girl who always sleeps at the back of class, not handing up homework and dont' know what on mars is she talking about (i've also called her pn. OCD if you look back at my older posts) and then i learnt alot of things from her and i realised she's so uniquely cute (the extreme facial expressions LOL)
i think i started off the year pretty well but towards the end i just got really lazy and "sien" and i really regret because i feel like i didn't try my best for spm. but i will definitely try my hardest for college looking at the digits that my parents have to pay, lets say when the counselor showed the magic digits to me and my dad we were just stoned.
speaking of money, i've been spending loads of cash this year.. on clothes, coffee and food. and shit i just realised i really have to save for a rainy day. from a girl who never spent a penny on clothes (i lived extremely frugally during my primary years. i'd hesitate so much to buy a bowl of noodles in school for 80 cents) to a girl who buys so many material things out of crazy impulse.. i really have to revert back to my old frugal living. something tells me it will benefit me in the future although my shopaholic side is going hysterical right now.
relationship wise, i've been with kane for more than 3 years now, we've grown so much and i think we really bring the best and worst out of each other. and whether our relationship will continue, it will be based on my decision on my college course because we both know that things will be very difficult if we go to different countries. see why i'm so bloody pressured about this course thing? now i know why parents don't encourage theri children to get to "serious" with their boy/girlfriends during these years. they don't want their decisions concerning their future to be influenced by relationships. i never did understand by that piece of advice but ok now i understand it. man its difficult..
okay, its a few hours before christmas and kane is actually having a nice dinner with his family, while my family is happily eating my brother's chocolate birthday cake (yeah i know what flavour, call me stalker) and my friends are at jarrel's place having a helluva time! while i am ranting and ranting away.. i really respect you people who read every word of this post. you deserve a prize!
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